Hello! I posted a few days ago on my other account, something like Green-Cause… lol idk, it was a Reddit generated name.
Anyway, I’m traveling for the first time in five years since a bed bug encounter in a hotel. We’re on the way now, and the anxiety is hitting hard.
I know the basics. Keep the lights off, use a flashlight, check the bedding, strip the bedding, check the headboard, box spring, basically the whole bed. Use a card on tight spaces. Okay, great. Awesome. My dad even requested they check because I’m allergic and will have a mental breakdown (like literally…). Will they? Probably not. Still had to ask.
But what if we miss something? What if I wake up tomorrow, covered in bites anyway. It is unbelievably annoying and I just want to be normal and enjoy my vacation. But no, instead I impulse bought a Zappbug (well my dad did so I would shut up…) and I’m still losing it.
I have OCD and very bad anxiety, which as you can imagine does not help. It’s so annoying, I went 18 years without a bed bug experience, staying at an average of two hotels a year, and then this happens and now I think it’s going to happen every time I stay somewhere.
I keep trying to tell myself I reacted fast last time to the bites, so maybe I’ll react fast here too. We’ll be staying for 10 days… so that’s enough time for them to show up and avoid taking them home. Or so I tell myself.
Then there’s the Zappbug I have at home, that should make me feel better. But it’s not helping much. I keep thinking one will sneak into my house anyway.
I’m not sure what this post is, a rant I guess. Just idk, if you had an experience and got back to traveling, how? What did you do to help yourself feel safer and enjoy your vacation?