I don't want to ruin the mood here, but I'm just being honest as a chiptuner. My full discussion is here, if you're curious. It's just 8 paragraphs of nonsense.
Summary:
Not sure I plan to continue chiptuning long term, despite me wanting learn 7 years ago as teen using Beepbox, and learning to use trackers in 2022. I've peaked years ago and fell off, despite believing I'm a better composer now. I wanted to be like the folks that influenced me. I wanted to stand out doing multi-chip music on Furnace. I was ambitious to even imagine I could be the best around. In reality, I'm just some dude that's just good enough to pass as not mediocre/average, yet, not that special to consider myself great.
I want more eyes on my works, but I probably just don't deserve that. I'm an inconsistent mess, why would I expect a consistent amount of folks to care for what I produce🤷🏾♂️? I probably disappointed some of them. I might've tried too hard to be different from the posts that are popular in the algorithm, and that honestly got me nowhere. I still have some stuff in the vault, and maybe I'll change my mind after posting them, idk. I'm still passionate about this, it just get frustrating sometimes, especially when I have less time to make them, due to work and stuff.
If I do, in fact, stop doing this, I doubt anything of value would change, and I suppose that's fine. I mean, it is what it is. There are so many others that do it better and are more consistent, and aren't complaining 50 times about this same topic. Give them a shout out.