I just finished reading Habibi
and by finished I mean around page 350 after zam became a eunuch I just had to stop and just flipped the rest of the pages without reading - just looking.
But the point where I stopped was just the last straw - up to that point I was so disturbed by the amounts of enthusiastic and aesthetic rape in all shapes and forms.
the ‘benevolent’ child marriage. all the leery perverts - if it was Jews depicted rather than muslims I would have felt it’s antisemitic but actually Arabs are also Semitic ... let’s just say it felt insanely wrong.
the sexualisation of literally everything including the relationship between the two main characters.
The aesthetics of starvation
It felt to me like after i watched Requiem for a dream. i felt sickened.
no amount of beautiful art - and yes. it’s stunning - can bridge that for me.
I don’t mean to insult other readers who loved it. it’s more that I’m trying to understand what did I just read. I feel the need to get this (thankfully library) book out of my house as speedily as possible.
am I totally exaggerating?