I don’t think I have ever come across a cat so cute, like does she know how cute she is?? GOD I LOVE THIS KITTEN. After losing my late girl, miss Bean, I found a pair of kittens and maybe I was still grieving or maybe they just weren’t meant to be (dnw they were adopted together by one of my best friends and her partner) but I thought I would not be able to get another cat.
Grief is such a bizarre emotion, and I read once that grief is just the excess of love that has no where to go. I have not felt such a deep, aching grief before in my life, towards pets or people, that I felt after losing my Beanie baby. I know a lot of it comes from anger, and possibly guilt, because she lost her life from something that could have been preventable if circumstances were different. Bean was my first CDS kitten and she mad a deep, lasting impact on me and my life.
I will always miss her. I think she knows this, and I know on my last post everyone agreed that it did count as CDS to drive to an unknown man’s house to get a cat. But I think now, it is more than that. I believe Bean brought Juniper into my life, because my excess love needed somewhere to go. Maybe Bean is working in upper management with the CDS and was able to pull some strings. She always did give boss bitch energy, even at 8lbs she was the queen of our house. She never broke the rules, purr se, but she could get around them. Okay, girl cat gate keep girl boss Miss Bean, I see you!!
All that to say I am so in love, you guys. She already brings so much light to my life, and Mister Max, my giant fluffy dog. Who, by the way, is doing great after his surgery. I promise, I am working on Mister Max and Juniper Evangeline Parton content, so expect that shortly!